.tamaki Narrow-Minded Much

I don't understand why people can't think outside their own little bubble
And place themselves in another person's trouble
And hear what others tell him about a difficult situation
And having to face a lose-lose decision.

If you didn't know, when you're put into pressure
It's kind of hard to make the right gesture
Spazzing, screaming, crying, shouting
It's kind of hard to prevent this from happening

Now parents, if you can comprehend
When you talk bad about my friends
I'm wounded.
I'm weakened.

It sucks.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Lose-Lose Situation

If I do, I'll end up not listening to my pastor or my brother.
If I do, I may regret doing this for the rest of my life.
If I do, I may affect people around me in a negative way.
If I do, I may do a bad job.

If I don't, I'll end up not listening to my parents.
If I don't, it won't look good on my university resume.
If I don't, it'll affect me for the rest of my life.
If I don't, I might never will.

Either way, I lose.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Nothing Much

Happy late birthday to my awesome cousin bartender :)

And I hate when I have a project to do but I don't know what to do >.>

And I don't want to go to piano tonight >.>

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. NO LELOUCH >___>"

.tamaki Personal Talk

I'm so tired... This morning I woke up at 3am just to drink milk... and my throat was still dry after that. I can't concentrate on anything the entire day... and lots of personal talks today.
Which sucked a lot, because I didn't really get what I was looking for.
Well, maybe next year I'll get it.

I'm so sad D:

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Korean BBQ

Woot woot University fair~ All we got were free stuff xD
Oh lovely... Korean BBQ was the best. :)
You guys got so high .____."
And I used so much money >.<
I'm so full, that every time I hiccup it hurts my stomach/diaphragm region >___>"
It hurts >.>

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Whoops

Whoops. I ripped my math textbook. o__o"
And ew that math test sucked. >___>"

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki ARGH

AUDITION WORK ALREADY >.>
Stupid Nexon.

Anyway, am I the only person who would get mad over a 97% ._.?

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki I just don't know

To whomever it concerns:
I just don't know. It might take a while to talk to you.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Pissed

You probably know why I'm writing this.
Yeah, you.
I'm sick of trying to be nice with you.
You know what? If I put all 200% of my trust in you, you don't just go and break promises.
You were one of few people I trusted.
But now I don't know if I can trust you anymore.
If you want me to regain my trust for you, that may be hard.
I dunno, maybe let me do whatever I want to you. That's what you promised, isn't it?

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. Dad, if you keep abusing my internet time, I'll slit your throat or I'll slit my own.

.tamaki >__>

OH CRAP I just dropped an orange on my shirt >.>

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Redeemer

Redeemer dinner :)
Yummy :)
And Steph, thanks for the cake =D
And Karen, thanks for the killer book =D
And no, I'm not a girl and I'm not getting married anytime soon (what's with those red handkerchiefs ._.)

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Audition

So today I played lots and lots of Audition. Loads of fun and a big waste of time :)



That's my new outfit I got for my character :) Sick. And what a waste of 500K beats.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Bored

And so I'm sitting at my computer, bored.
I have nothing to do.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Birthday

Happy birthday to you
I want to kill you
I hope you die quickly
Happy birthday to you.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Smile

What a stupid day.
Yay, it's a day before my birthday.
You know what, I don't give a crap.

Or maybe I'm just in a really rotten mood.

Something is wrong with me lately. I don't know what it is.
Maybe I've been excluding myself to things, I don't know.
I can't seem to smile. Even if I try.
And if I do, it's probably a fake one.

Argh, I feel like crap.

Am I a moron?

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Harmony 5

So. My Harmony 5 teacher taught me the entire Harmony course. In an hour.
My head hurts.
A lot.
Like I don't want to learn about Neopolitan 6th, German 6th, Italian 6th, French 6th...
there should be a Chinese 6th. or 8th.
Seriously, Harmony's so gay.
At least my teacher makes it enjoyable.

Slightly.

School today was stupid.
Do I really want to run around [blind] in a park playing some little kiddy grounders?
Apparently, I do.
Grade 11 sucks.
Especially some particular idiots in my grade.
That's it.
Back to work.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]
P.S. Being pessimistic can be a good thing.

.tamaki Intro

HELLO.
It's me, Jacky. Call me Tamaki.
I'm not in the mood to blog, but I guess I will.
This blog probably won't last long.
And if it does it's probably all s.p.a.z.
or some complete nonsense that you morons will waste 30 seconds of your life for.
I'm joking.








Maybe.
=D

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]