.tamaki Insane

December 22, 2008
12:00am - 6:00am : Awesome LAN Party with 10 other people in my basement. :)
6:00am - 11:50am : Sleep~
11:50am : Figures out I have to be at Korean BBQ with my Jap friends at 12:00.
11:50am - 12:00pm : Brush teeth, wash face :O, dress up, get present, wake my mom up, drink milk, take my medications, give my mom my friend's address, waits for my brother to get ready.
12:00pm - 12:20pm : Got to Korean BBQ
12:20pm - 2:30pm : Yummy.
2:30pm - 6:30pm : DDR, PS2, gift exchange, cough cough cough, dancing? lol.
6:30pm - 8:30pm : Piano Lesson
9:00pm : Home. Yes.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki >.> Go away already.

I try to keep myself happy, joyful, and yummy everyday.
But people around me seem to love annoying the heck out of me.
1) "Herro." makes you sound like a retard, a homo, and a total loser.
2) We all know you watch porn. Shut up.
3) We also know you're asian. Shut up.
4) "Rerax~" NO YOU. Don't you know how damn annoying that is? Can you speak proper English? Guess not.
5) Of course, having your head right in my face does not bother me. Keep doing it. Maybe tomorrow I'll have a knife and I'll shove it in your face.
6) I hope you know, you're not my friend. Stop pretending that you are.
7) I don't give a crap about fansubbers, about Youhna, or about what mangas you like to read. Go away, I don't want to hear a thing about it.

But other than that, it's all good. My cough is almost gone, just wait a couple of more days~

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki DONE

Rudiments 2: DONE
Harmony 3: DONE
History 3: DONE
Harmony 4: DONE
History 4: DONE
Counterpoint 4: DONE
Harmony 5: DONE
Analysis 5: spring 2009
History 5: summer 2009

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Sick. Right before an exam.

Crap...
Why am I sick? D:
It's all your fault! *points to random person*
I have a headache, my neck hurts, my throat hurts, my eyes hurt.
I feel drowsy, sleepy, and I have to study.
Because in 12 hours
I have a freaking exam to write.
>__<

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Get out of my life you loser

My rant is on 2 people.
First off, _ _ _ _.
GET AWAY FROM ME FOREVER.
HOLY CRAP.
YOU ARE SO FREAKING ANNOYING
I WANT TO BEHEAD YOU MYSELF
AND CHOP YOUR ANNOYING MOUTH
I HATE HAVING CLASSES WITH YOU.
YOUR PRESENCE MAKES ME WANT TO PUKE
THEN TAKE MY PUKE
AND SMUDGE IT IN YOUR FACE
HOLY CRAP
LEARN TO BE MORE MATURE, YOU IDIOT.

Next, my dad.
LIKE HOLY CRAP.
I HATE TAKING IN YOUR INSULTS ALL THE TIME
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR STUPID COMMENTS ABOUT EVERYTHING I DO.
IT'S MY LIFE, LET ME DO WHATEVER I WANT.
YOU REMIND ME OF IDIOTS IN MY HIGH SCHOOL
WHO ARE SELF-CENTERED, ARROGANT, INSULTING AND THINK THEY'RE ALWAYS RIGHT.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
I HATE TALKING TO YOU
EVERY TIME YOU TALK TO ME
IT'S ABOUT SOMETHING YOU HATE ABOUT ME
OR SOMETHING I'M DOING THAT HE HATES
LIKE
F*CK
GO AWAY
I'M NOT HERE TO BE YOUR F*CKING SLAVE
AND YOU HAVE TO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT AT TIMES
BECAUSE WHAT YOU SAY IS JUST RUDE.

I HATE THE BOTH OF YOU. I WANT BOTH OF YOU GONE.
and I also hate half the people I hang around with. F*ck, you guys are annoying.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki I Lied =D

So you know that promise I made to myself
How I'm not going on Audition or on S4 for a week?
I broke that on the 2nd day.
Heehee =D I lied :D

-10% exp.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Crap Crap Crap...

So I think I killed my bandwidth.
Remind me: Next week, no audition, and no S4. Only music studying.
If you see me on, tell me to get off NAO.
Thanks :D

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Harmony 5 (how many times was it?)

Yeah.
Rant about Harmony 5.
2 more stupid weeks.
I swear.
I'm going to blow up.
Anyone who's planning to take any theory courses.
Don't go past Rudiments 2.
You'll regret it >.>
Unless you want to go into music then I guess it's ok ._.
I think ._.

And yes, this morning.
Shut up, will you?
:D Thanks.

Hmm... math test. Wasn't so bad
Needed more time to double check my answers tho. >.>

Bio. DISSECTION <3333
I tried my best not to go crazy and hack on the frog. :3
and _ _ _ _, SHUT UP.
You have to seriously get out of the way, be quiet, and stop acting like a complete moron.
Seriously, you sometimes annoy the crap out of me.
I wonder who this is :D. Retard. -.-

HS life sucks.
Every day is always the same thing, nothing special goes on.
The same people annoy me, the same people ignore me, etc.
Kind of lame. >____>"

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. HOLY CRAP this is a lot that I wrote :D. Well comepared to the other previous blogs.

.tamaki Lag

I don't like lag.
And I also don't like when my Harmony exam's coming up.
Argh. Just great. >.>
I don't even want to talk about it, it's so lame. =D
._. Note to self : don't procrastinate. I'll go angry later on. =O

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Kind of busy, would you mind not talking?

So I tell my friend I'm going to be busy tonight.
That also means, be quiet. I'm trying to concentrate on my work.
That also means, I don't have the time to talk.
That also means, shut up.
That also means, GO AWAY I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR STUPID STORIES RIGHT NOW.

Gosh.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. But of course, I can't ignore or block them, because I'm a good person. Right? T^T

.tamaki Tapeworms...

Go on youtube and search up tapeworms.
Yummy. O___o"
I'm sure Wesley had lots of fun watching those videos =D
They just squeeze the worms out of the intestines... pretty awesome XD.
Too bad I wasn't disgusted, nice try :3
It actually looked like worms :D

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Work.

I actually don't like my stupid schoolwork.
So retarded.
Let me play S4 already >.>
I'm so tired of researching on freaking Parsis IN FRENCH.
No thanks.
I'm tired of French.
Go away.
and Die.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Annoying, pieces of...

Ok so it's about time I MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS.
Just because I want to become a doctor of some sort when I grow up
Doesn't mean that you force me to do every single freaking thing to get it my own way.
Holy crap, I already told you I couldn't replace my Data Management with an Advanced Function course.
I don't freaking nag like you.
They said it's impossible, let's leave it at that.
I hate nagging. Not only does it annoy myself it annoys others.
If you ever understand that, stop telling me to do everything YOU want.
Who the f*ck ever said I wanted to do Co-Op? No f*cking body! So shut the f*ck up!
I already decided my courses for gr. 12, don't come freaking barging in telling me to do f*cking COOP.
And yeah, I should volunteer at a hospital.
How about, you shut the f*ck up about volunteering for a second so I can finish my damn work. MAYBE I'll have the time to think about your stupid suggestions for me.
AND F*CK I KNOW TO RESEARCH ON UNIVERSITIES, SO STFU.
I'LL DO IT WHEN I HAVE THE TIME.


Annoying much.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Surprise Surprise =O

Pretty awesome, having Yokogawa sensei back as my Jap teacher. :3
Pretty retarded, having to skip fellowship to deal with retarded idiotic kids at home.
Pretty surprised, they're still in my DAMN HOUSE.
Argh, leave already.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki ...

Argh...
I hate how I naturally act completely different when I'm around different people.
At school, I'm always annoying, and sometimes I can't shut myself up.
I find myself annoying. >.>
Then I go back home and I don't even talk to my parents. GOOD JOB.
I'm always on my stupid computer, MSN-ing away or being a retard.
Like, argh.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki >__>"

So, I just had harmony class, and I don't get it. D: It sucks.
You know what else sucks?
Some _______ in my school.
Like, seriously, you're nice and all.
But you can get annoying sometimes? Kind of like me?
Except I'm annoying all the time?
Like CRAP, grow up.
Sometimes, I just don't appreciate your comments.
Keep those comments to yourself, and shut up before I freaking slay and kill you.
Thanks.

And I seriously need to work on my stupid attitude.
I don't even know what's got into me.
I'm like the most anal-est person out of everyone.
Worse than the person I mentioned above ^
Like, I don't get how my friends are even dealing with me.
I'm a freaking annoying bastard.
I just need friends to tell me that I'm a freaking retard that annoys the hell out of everyone. In a nicer way, hopefully.
Because I'm pretty sure I annoy at least one person in my group of friends, which will remain nameless.

That's pretty much it.

Hopefully I can get through Harmony.
And school.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Too much... Just too much D:

I played too much S4. T^T
That's so bad of me xD
Oh well, I'm going on S4 again =D
byebye :D

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki I'm Sorry...

Mom, Dad,
I'm Sorry.
I'm Sorry.
I'm Sorry.
For all the things I've done that I shouldn't have done.
Please forgive me.
I prayed SO MUCH about it.
I hope you don't get angry about me.
I know you've let me have so many chances, and I thank you for it.
But I just keep breaking all my promises.
So, I'm sorry.
Please forgive me.
I pray that God does too.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Midterm...

French: 85%
Biology: 95%

...could've done better.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Today Sucked... xD

Ahhh everyone went on the English field trip D:
And I was so lonely D:
*cries*
Mondays are such a gloomy day D:

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Stress!!

Harmony is stressing me out. ><
I have no clue what I'm doing ><"
Save me! *cries* T^T

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Short Post

Wahhh. =D
I suck. =D
You suck too. =D
The End. =D

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki CALM DOWN

So, during lunch somebody felt like having a spaz attack.
Like, CHILL.
It's a freaking game, why the hell are you so freaking mad.
You seriously pissed me off.
Well, yeah, you're angry, doesn't mean you take out your anger randomly.
AT ME.
You don't freaking whip a juice box at me, have it spill ON me, NOT notice, and continue to scream about your freaking game.
I'm not even part of this bs, wtf was that for.
Maybe the next time I get angry I'll let it all out and take it out on you. How's that?
C a l m t h e f * * * d o w n.
I t ' s a f * * * i n g G-A-M-E.
Oh no, your life's over because of this.
F*** you.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Harmony 5...

So Harmony's the most confusing thing ever in the history of music. D=
C#- with a chord with Base B and Soprano E and resolves to a V65.
Half of you don't understand what I'm talking about.
Exactly. It's c-o-n-f-u-s-i-n-g.
And Holy Crap kill me French French French ahhh >.>
Stupid novel.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. I feel like scaring little kids... =D

.tamaki Music...

Apparently music is stressing me out a lot more than schoolwork. Just having the thought of memorizing 45 minutes of songs for the piano in a month sucks. Then, I have to practice for Jazz Band, and I have Harmony 5 classes along with that as well.

1) Practicing piano is hell.
2) Learning Harmony 5 is too confusing.
3) I also have other things in my life I want to do. Thanks.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Gotta Catch 'Em All!

*suspenseful music as background*
Dad and Brother use Fix Computer!
It's super effective!
Wild Computer use Restart!
It's not very effective...
*Clicks items, PokéBall*
And my story ends here D:

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. Ohhh the suspense >___>

.tamaki S4!

S4 =O.
I suck so much lololol. =O
Mathew should know the best >.>
Holy crap I can't solo against you >=(
Not fair >=(
*sigh* oh well =D

Anyway, today I spent the whole time homework-ing in the morning until lunch, then I S4-ed until dinner, then I watched anime until now, then now I'm blogging =O.
That's weird D:<

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Oh my.

So, Michael's house was fun xD.
*puts candle on the side of cake*
Monkey rape. Now that was weird :O
Browser on Marth. Not cool D:
2 guys with a transvestite. XD Haha Ellery :O
Anymawho, my bag's heavy >.> 2 textbooks is a lot for me already D:
Along with a trumpet. Sucks. D:
Well anyway, it was super fun. :D
And I suck at that DS game D:

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Lol. o_o

Word of the day:
Anal Seeping.

Don't you just love Bio class? :3

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Aie Yah Not Again

So... I think I just screwed up my math performance test...
That's the 2ND TIME I SCREWED UP.
Gosh.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. Study for once.

.tamaki Awesome

Awesome party Michelle :3

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki EW I MESSED UP

CAN I NOT BLANK OUT ON THE LAST 2 PAGES OF A MATH TEST
AND GO CRAZY OVER A REVENUE QUESTION
AND THEN FIND OUT
IT WAS THE EASIEST CRAP EVER
>___<"

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. CRAP THE ANSWER IS $1.70! YOU FREAKING RETARD! *kills self*

.tamaki S4 League

I just spent 3 hours playing S4 League :3
So addicting and fun.... =D
Except when I get to the free channel...
I get raped >.<

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. SHOW ME YOUR S4! WHAT A NICE SITUATION!

.tamaki Internet...

So the reason why I haven't been blogging in a while is because of my internet...
The stupid internet's not working.
No MSN.
No Anime.
No Games.
I've been bored the whole day ><"

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Even Worse?

Ok.
You don't know how freaking annoying you are.
You think everyone's just out to get you.
Well you know what?
You have to sometimes shut your damn mouth.
And also listen to what others tell you.
You think you rule everything, that everyone has to listen to you
and you don't have to do that to others.
Maybe you think others are treating you bad
because everyone else is bad.
Well, maybe you haven't considered about what you do to other people have you?

OK I'm done my rant of the day about a person, now time for a computer.

Ok so maybe bashing my computer wasn't such a great idea.
I came back from school and I turned on my computer.
Now it can't even log me in.
I can't memorize my anime list you know ><" I can't start from scratch ><" MY GAMES ><" MY HOMEWORK ><"
I hate my computer. It really sucks.
I want a new one.


NOW.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki I Am Going To Obliterate My Computer

SO THIS STUPID IDIOT COMPUTER FELT LIKE MESSING UP ON ME
AND CRASH
AND LOSE ALL MY FILES
THANKS
*destroys*
*uses a hammer/chainsaw/jigsaw/saw/cow to vandalize computer*
SERVES YOU RIGHT YOU PIECE OF CRAP.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Interim

Um EW Can you not give me such crappy marks Kerigan. Yeah thanks. =)

French: 84%
Comp Eng: 85%
Functions: 100%
Biology: 95%

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Stupid Shoulder

So my shoulder hasn't recovered from badminton yet...
Maybe I was trying too hard >___<"

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. You know you love my super short posts.

.tamaki Oh No =O

Can I NOT have 2 unit tests + a quiz on Monday? D:
I can't study ><"

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Happy Birthday =D

Happy Birthday Karen =D
We spent like... 10 hours together XD
You looked so tired in badminton ._.
And sorry I couldn't make it to fellowship~ I had to study D=
Wahhh I miss Challengers D:

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Stupid Mouse

I wonder why my mouse DOESN'T FEEL LIKE RECHARGING.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]



*bashes mouse against wall*

.tamaki Studying Very Hard

Must...

Concentrate...

On...

Studying......

....

Ooo Audition!

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Lolipop

So I found out...


Mango Mania Lolipops are the best :3

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Narrow-Minded Much

I don't understand why people can't think outside their own little bubble
And place themselves in another person's trouble
And hear what others tell him about a difficult situation
And having to face a lose-lose decision.

If you didn't know, when you're put into pressure
It's kind of hard to make the right gesture
Spazzing, screaming, crying, shouting
It's kind of hard to prevent this from happening

Now parents, if you can comprehend
When you talk bad about my friends
I'm wounded.
I'm weakened.

It sucks.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Lose-Lose Situation

If I do, I'll end up not listening to my pastor or my brother.
If I do, I may regret doing this for the rest of my life.
If I do, I may affect people around me in a negative way.
If I do, I may do a bad job.

If I don't, I'll end up not listening to my parents.
If I don't, it won't look good on my university resume.
If I don't, it'll affect me for the rest of my life.
If I don't, I might never will.

Either way, I lose.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Nothing Much

Happy late birthday to my awesome cousin bartender :)

And I hate when I have a project to do but I don't know what to do >.>

And I don't want to go to piano tonight >.>

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. NO LELOUCH >___>"

.tamaki Personal Talk

I'm so tired... This morning I woke up at 3am just to drink milk... and my throat was still dry after that. I can't concentrate on anything the entire day... and lots of personal talks today.
Which sucked a lot, because I didn't really get what I was looking for.
Well, maybe next year I'll get it.

I'm so sad D:

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Korean BBQ

Woot woot University fair~ All we got were free stuff xD
Oh lovely... Korean BBQ was the best. :)
You guys got so high .____."
And I used so much money >.<
I'm so full, that every time I hiccup it hurts my stomach/diaphragm region >___>"
It hurts >.>

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Whoops

Whoops. I ripped my math textbook. o__o"
And ew that math test sucked. >___>"

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki ARGH

AUDITION WORK ALREADY >.>
Stupid Nexon.

Anyway, am I the only person who would get mad over a 97% ._.?

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki I just don't know

To whomever it concerns:
I just don't know. It might take a while to talk to you.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Pissed

You probably know why I'm writing this.
Yeah, you.
I'm sick of trying to be nice with you.
You know what? If I put all 200% of my trust in you, you don't just go and break promises.
You were one of few people I trusted.
But now I don't know if I can trust you anymore.
If you want me to regain my trust for you, that may be hard.
I dunno, maybe let me do whatever I want to you. That's what you promised, isn't it?

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

P.S. Dad, if you keep abusing my internet time, I'll slit your throat or I'll slit my own.

.tamaki >__>

OH CRAP I just dropped an orange on my shirt >.>

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Redeemer

Redeemer dinner :)
Yummy :)
And Steph, thanks for the cake =D
And Karen, thanks for the killer book =D
And no, I'm not a girl and I'm not getting married anytime soon (what's with those red handkerchiefs ._.)

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Audition

So today I played lots and lots of Audition. Loads of fun and a big waste of time :)



That's my new outfit I got for my character :) Sick. And what a waste of 500K beats.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Bored

And so I'm sitting at my computer, bored.
I have nothing to do.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Birthday

Happy birthday to you
I want to kill you
I hope you die quickly
Happy birthday to you.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Smile

What a stupid day.
Yay, it's a day before my birthday.
You know what, I don't give a crap.

Or maybe I'm just in a really rotten mood.

Something is wrong with me lately. I don't know what it is.
Maybe I've been excluding myself to things, I don't know.
I can't seem to smile. Even if I try.
And if I do, it's probably a fake one.

Argh, I feel like crap.

Am I a moron?

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]

.tamaki Harmony 5

So. My Harmony 5 teacher taught me the entire Harmony course. In an hour.
My head hurts.
A lot.
Like I don't want to learn about Neopolitan 6th, German 6th, Italian 6th, French 6th...
there should be a Chinese 6th. or 8th.
Seriously, Harmony's so gay.
At least my teacher makes it enjoyable.

Slightly.

School today was stupid.
Do I really want to run around [blind] in a park playing some little kiddy grounders?
Apparently, I do.
Grade 11 sucks.
Especially some particular idiots in my grade.
That's it.
Back to work.

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]
P.S. Being pessimistic can be a good thing.

.tamaki Intro

HELLO.
It's me, Jacky. Call me Tamaki.
I'm not in the mood to blog, but I guess I will.
This blog probably won't last long.
And if it does it's probably all s.p.a.z.
or some complete nonsense that you morons will waste 30 seconds of your life for.
I'm joking.








Maybe.
=D

.tamaki aka [JacKaYu]